I have no idea what to do with myself. More than ever now that you’re angry at me. What’s so bad about not having a good excuse about wanting to move on? I’m allowed to be my own person, but you’re not letting me. I want to move on and fend for myself. I want to learn the value of life. I want to learn the value of myself. Why is taking control of my own life so selfish? I’m not asking anything from you. If you don’t want to support me, that’s fine. Just stop making it so hard to carry on.
So today we discussed playing pretend couple. Surprisingly it didn’t struck a nerve and I was game. Acting is fun. But of course it didn’t happen because you were cross-faded and had a cold sore. No thank you ma’am.
I wonder if you could get herpes from a kiss on the cheek.
Of course I’m joking.
what.
I can’t think of ways to make me feel happier when I don’t even know why I feel so sad.
March 1737
Two fingers cut from the hand of Italian astronomer Galileo nearly 300 years ago have been rediscovered more than a century after they were last seen
Crazy work schedules ‘til Christmas. That’s why I hate retail. Although I’m getting use to going to work at 2am for replenishment and restock.. but on black friday, we are actually OPEN at 3am for customers. Fuckkkkkkkkkkk
I use to do this thing where I listed goals of the week in my journal. I think it’s time to pick up on that again, because I feel I’ve been so side tracked by work that I forgot how to take care of myself.
Currently residing between gears. Staying neutral and leaning towards the drive. It’s all I could ever do.
